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2009-08-06T21:28:00.004+08:00

FREAK CASE

New Love, Great Bonding. ((: & Surfers. ((:

2009-07-12T08:20:00.004+08:00

A whole damn week full of FUN.

Monday, had our so called 'food fiesta' by having a lot of western food and indian rojak plus potato salad and cookies with Faizal & Shikin. FOOD. (:

Tuesday, went Seoul Garden with Faizal & Herda. 'Food fiesta'. Fooohh ! Power. (:

Wednesday, dance practice and met Faizal, Danial & Shikin at Shikin's void deck. Ordered Mac cause I'm hungry. Treated them and Shikin's mom. Food again. As in a lot. (:

Thursday, sadly, we don't eat that much. Just slack at tampines, Shikin's area.

Friday, went to cousin's shop to get my attachment Logbook sign and off to tampines, met Shikin. & Had 'food fiesta' again. Western and DURIANS. FOOOH !!!

Saturday, off to bugis to get all the stuffs for Didie's burfday. Then meet the rest at Samantha's house. Celebrated there. & Didie, I hope you like the idea of having the candles, 9 cream puffs and glow sticks floating at the swimming pool. Very cool indeed. Then had pizza, Samantha's dad treat. & Macdonalds breakfast, my treat. & again, food. (:

Hehs. Okay, this week kind of a 'food week' for me. & I'm getting fatter. Pfft.

Ohh, pictures ! Upload as soon as possible aytes.

& hoping that it will not be awkward after all those things have been told. Once again, I'm sorry.

2009-07-07T02:24:00.004+08:00

School, perfectly fine but with those teachers asking about me, uber irritating. Famous? Don't wish to. & stop with the H1N1 thing. Cured as it is. Get it? Irritating.

4 months.

2009-07-06T03:14:00.002+08:00

Seven days, passed. Survive, I did. Just in that freaking room without going out. Pfft. & now, I'm perfectly fine. (:

& after seven days, finally step out from the house. Finally ! Fresh air. & I smiled. I'm just not crazy.

School, starting in 6 hours. Seriously, I just can't wait. Hahs. Looking forward to it, VERY indeed. I miss my classmates.

2009-06-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

The results is out. It has been confirm.

Positive, it seems to be.

I'm down with H1N1. Darn. So not cool.

How boring it can be to be in the room, alone, can't even go out for I don't know how long. Those who fell sick when you are with me few days back, my advice, go see a doctor ayte. Don't wait.

Ohh, I've rebond my hair last Thursday (sempat sia bilang). Better in straight hair.

2009-06-30T15:06:00.002+08:00

QUARANTINE.

Pfft ! Do you know how bored it is to be at home? How I wish I could go out. Well, maybe I would without them knowing. Hahs. Went to clinic yesterday and how unlucky I am. Ambulance came to bring me to the hospital with 4 others. Seriously, the place that I was brought to look like a place where as if there's war and patient were being treated there. But whatever it is, I hope that I don't get infected. I was just one of their suspect. Am still waiting for the results.

Transformers 2 was dope. To make it more dope shit, I watched it with 19 of my friends. 3 rows conquered by us. How cool is that?

Anyywayy, here's the video on our recent dance competition which is held at Bukit Batok CC.

2009-06-24T01:02:00.006+08:00

"But today, my bestfriend let me down."

I let you down? Perhaps I did. But wait, I'm doing this for your own benefit bestfriend. I'm trying to help you. & I tried in every ways. But it seems, there's no after effects to it. What more can I do? & furthermore, I do understand that you lead your on life. But the question is, until when that you have to be like this? Until when? Tell me. I don't wish to see you in this state. Don't wish to elaborate on those state.

"Some stuffs are not meant to be told." I know. & only it is meant for bestfriend. But hold on. I did looked at you, which then you allow me to say it. Partially my fault and I apologise. I do understand your situation, I do know you better than anyone and thats why I'm doing this. For your own good. I know it's hard to move on but too bad, you just have to. I've been there. FORCE yourself and be grateful that you can AT LEAST be with that someone eventhough it's for awhile. Think, reflect. That's how I did. & I know you're not trying or don't even want to. You have to change your mindset and start trying. Possible? Up to you. Bestfriends helped each other don't they? If you're mad or dissapointed at me, it's up to you. I don't wish to offend you in any way. All I know is, as a bestfriend, I'm trying my best to help you and don't wish to see you like this. Feel me? Enough said. Have said my part. Whatever it is, I'm sorry if I were to dissapoint you. I'm just doing my part.

What are bestfriends for?

& not to forget, we all care about you.

2009-06-22T00:51:00.015+08:00

Fun. Everyone did enjoyed themselves, right? (:

20 June 2009, 12 am to 21 June, 12 am. 24 hours of fun. 3 beaches, we went.
Pasir Ris beach, 12am to 1am. East Coast Park, 1am to 4,30am. Sentosa, 12pm to 9pm. Whole day of fun. The main plan, celebrate Herda's advance burfday including Surfer's reunion and it happened. Thanks ! ((: & to those who didn't turn up, hahs. Fuck off luhh. Can bloody suck my balls. Give me a PERFECT reason to it. & &, I hope we can have more outings together in the future aytess.

& Nisa, nice to meet you. (:

Herda, I hope you like the poster that I design for you. "SURFERS' 09" heeee. (: *my amateur edit. I ain't good at editing.

& from Sammy's camera.

2009-06-18T03:04:00.004+08:00

Cool right. Haha. Jakon sia WAN. Ohh, and same goes to Farah. Jakon ngan effects pe. Hahs.

A terrifying incident. I'm freaked. Alone in a lift, up to 8 floor and it stucked. Doors, open. But then it's not level. Meaning, have to climb a bit to go out. OMG right. Sshhesshh.

& swimming ! as in later. (:

SURFERS ! Reply my msg regarding this saturday. ONLY SURFERS. I can't msg already. Prepaid low uh gang. Initiative people. REPLY ME BACK AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, BY FRIDAY LATEST.

Haircut is needed. Wait. Or perhaps, rebonding? Hmmm. Soon soon.

2009-06-17T03:14:00.007+08:00

ooVoo !

Cool or whadd ! Up to 6 people, webcam conference. Should try though. (: & Farah goes like "eh cool uh." & that's her friggin eye. I was damn bored, so I took those pictures and I was the only one smiling while THEY, were doing their own stuffs. PPFT !

Okay Norashikin Binte Shabudin, I've done my part. & Now it's yours. UPDATE !

Damn those bugs !

PS : I've been sleeping at my living room for the past few days.

& somehow, are you trying to make me hate you?

2009-06-13T19:38:00.008+08:00

A movie to be watch? Up to you guys. Rating 3 out of 5.

Pizza, craving for it but instead ordered Mac.
Changes needed.
& practically, I'm damn bored. Sims 3? Hahs, I feel so lazy to insert the CD into my laptop. Hehs. Talking about Sims 3, it is so freaking fun. Seriously, ain't kidding. (:

"I like him. But I don't love him. I like you and I love you. As in now and forever."

Perpetual?

Back to the old me. Dammit. It pumps faster every now and then. HELLOOOO. Wake up WAN. Why now? Like I've said, why bother.

Un-entertaint conversation. END IT.

Love you and I'm getting rid of it.

2009-06-11T01:07:00.003+08:00

Finally, SIMS 3 for myself. Yaayy-ness. Hahs. I'm so gonna play it everyday. Okay wait. Since when I'm a game freak? Well, just put it this way. Maybe just for this game ayte? (:

My peaceful sleep has been disturbed everyday. Damn bedbugs. Urgh.

17-17

If understood. First, last.

2009-06-07T15:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 3 months. (:

Undenial. Missed, yes. Sorry.

DRAG ME TO HELL, anyone? Perhaps, next week?

2009-06-03T00:04:00.013+08:00

Can't sleep and somehow, the urge to update this blog of mine is there.

I thought I'm over it but it seems not. But hey, for once it really seems no issue to me no more and I guess it is now. I'm trying not to but 0% is seems to be. 'Hoping' came back. Gosh. How sure that it's not yet over? Any signess? Perhaps there is. The first blog, the first online freak over everyone else. It must be and I guess it is. I am sure that no one would actually understand this recent post of mine. Well.. once smitten and perhaps, it's coming back? But wait. Which you? Ohh, it's you. & maybe you might reading this which I think you would. OR would not.

Right timing, Wrong timing? Cares me not. To subjugate a heart, I'm not. Maybe a diversity is a want.

& those times were being missed.

2009-05-31T14:40:00.006+08:00

BREATHE 2009.

Dancing with Limited KX's was the best. (: & eventhough we didn't qualify to the finals, I know we did great. Despite I'm sick, my energy was wow. Thought that my energy gonna last for 2 songs at most but then, hahs. Went to the doctor before going for the competition and doctor gave me MC. Wtf? Pfft.

& I'm still sick. Pfft.

2009-05-23T06:42:00.002+08:00

Finally, video. HEHS
*quality not that good though.

Just came back from Tanjong Pagar. Thanks Hasif for the ride back. (: Went to Tantric. BUTT.. Don't have to know what we did. HAHS. I had fun eventhough... BAAAHHHHH !

2009-05-19T00:18:00.005+08:00

SATISFACTION !

(:

That's what I felt.

Satisfaction. Of what? Hahs. You people have yet to know. A reason which there's no need for me to say. Nextt.. I've finally got what I want. Haha. Don't know right. Let me share. My application, approved. & I do get $800. FOOHHHLERMAKKKSSS. Money ! Damn happy luhh. Ohh wait, who won't. Pfft. But I'm gonna save half of it. Which means, left $400 to spent. Sooo, BESTGIRL ! It's been a long time since both of us went out together to shop and now is the time. Wait. Not exactly now but maybe in June? I'll update you. Hahs. What should I buy? Hmmmm. I know ! New shoes, new top, new bottoms, a cap, and a skateboard deck. Ohh, the skateboard deck is for my elder brother. Baikk kann aderr adekk mcm gini. HAHA. His birthday present luhh. & don't ask me to treat any of you cause I won't EXCEPT surfers. Maybe luhh kayy korg.

Ohhh, don't bother contacting me at 9021..66. Reason being? For now, I'm not using that number till maybe next month perhaps. I'm using different number and I won't be giving it to people unless I want to. Don't bother asking. (:

SATISFIED baybehhh.

2009-05-14T23:23:00.010+08:00

Pictures which are yet to be uploaded. (:

I SO LOVE LIMITED KX's. (: Ohhh, & my dearest SURFERS too. ((: Bunch of my lovers. & actually there's more pictures but sadly, they haven't post it. Hurry up people. I want those pictures. I just love life more and more. HAHS.

Hehe. Yaaaayyyy-ness ! Finally. Got most of the picture already. Shall post it up. It's a must. So Faizal, what are you waiting for? You want it so much right? Now you can copy and save ALL THOSE PICTURES. (:

& so, I do believe in Karma.

OHHH, I dreamt of TSUNAMI last night. & it's still haunting me. I can't forget about it. SCARRYYY SIOOOLLLSSS.

Okay, Goodnyte!

2009-05-10T21:26:00.008+08:00

Tired ! I'm so freaking tired. Like omg, when can I have a proper rest. Sunday it is, & I'm working. Yess, I'm working on a freaking Sunday & I didn't had enough sleep. Pfft.

Yesterday went out with Limited KX's to City Hall as we are celebrating Zu's birthday. Ohh, Happy Birthday Zu. (: Celebrated at City Hall Padang. Was fun ! Hahs. Been quite sometime that I haven't got the chance to meet them. Arnd 10 plus to 11, left me, Faizal, Mael, Fi, Syahril, Fir, Ayeen, Ayu and fawrah. Went to esplande for AIR-CON, hahs then off to riverside. They wanted to ton, so my initial plan was to go back by 2 plus. End up, taking NR7 at 4 plus. We went to tentric cause Fi wanted to go so badly & since we got no plan. So random sia. & obviously, me and Fir didn't drink. I've quit already. But but but, the temptation came back when I asked them what they bought and he said REDBULL VODKA. Holly Ass ! Ohh people, help me. Please prevent me from drinking. Hahs. Tempting sia. But overall, I enjoyed myself with them. ((:

Random pictures taken.

& those who have the pictures taken yesterday at Zu's celebration, please please please tag me at my facebook ayteee. I so want those pictures. (:

& Azizul Mahathir ! When are you going to online? I want the video so badly !!

Ohh, daddy ordered pizza. ((: haha ! Craving dokkk.

ANYWAYYY, I'm tired of being a good guy. I just wanna be the bad one now.

2009-05-09T02:43:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday elder sis ! I'm so sorry that I didn't get for you anithing. No money uhh. GST naek. Hahs. & my work no pay. So yaaaa.

Talking about WORK, I freaking work for 13 and the half hours. & my overtime is like 5 and the half hours. Like freaking OMG right. 11am to 12.30am. Uber tired. As in uuubbbeeerrr. Printed out hundreds copies of super A3 size paper and cut them into 4 pieces. & I can't believe that I actually count 2000 pieces of paper and arrange them into 50 copies of a small notebook. This is like OMG too. But it's fun though. Haha.

Anyway, IF that treasured person were supposed to be me, then I would like to say this. But before that, note the term "IF". Don't worry. Like what I've promised. BUT, I won't be the one making the first move. I'm tired of it already, frankly speaking. Talk to me if you feel like you want to or find me if you need any help. I'm always here. If you want us to be close like last time, maybe it's possible.

Life has never been better when you are love free. True? So besty, move on. You can if you force yourself to. I know it's hard. Been there, done that. Need help? Call 9zero2one2ninedouble6. (: Hehs.

& IZZY !! I want the video luhh. You know it's tiring too waiting for you to online. Pfft. Nevermind, I shall upload or dance practice instead first.

2009-05-07T02:37:00.003+08:00

Azizul ; IZZY ! I want the video. Send me AS SOON AS POSSIBLE thank you. (:

Ohh, I had dance performance in school just now for graduation students. It was fun ! Hahs. Seriously, did talk a lot of times on stage and it can actually be heard by the audience. HAHA ! Performance only whatt. Hmmm, I think I shall upload few pictures while waiting for Izzy to online.

I shall upload the performance video once i receive from Izzy.
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SEVEN ! It's 7 May. Meaning, hahs. "C" DAY ! (:

Hmmm. "C" day it is and I got a lot of confession to make. How do I start? Errrr. I think it's going to be a short post instead cause I'm too lazy to type a long one. I LOVE life. ((: The word 'LOVE', hahs, I'm out of love. Finally, moved. Happy friends? Ohhh, I miss a person. Start with a letter S and end with a letter L. It's like so RANDOM. There's no need for me to say out the name. Same goes to those who knows. It's been a long time since we talked. Konon nyer rindu luhh. Hahs.

I am not obsess over it but i don't know. Want to know what I'm talking about?

Here comes the HUGE revealation.

I ATE NASI AYAM EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR MY LUNCH. How pathetic can that be. Pfft ! No intention to try other types of food. Maybe next month perhaps.

Ohh, not to forget. Happy 2 Months. KAY BYE !

2009-05-04T23:52:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking a lot for the past few days. & maybe, I shall let it out. Lengthy post it shall be I guess.

Somehow I've wondered. Am my life suppose to be like this? Note the term "this". If you get what I mean. Perfectionist, I'm not. How I wish I could get a complete life. Wait. Who doesn't right. Friends, family or maybe love? Family, errr. Okay, a bit here and there. Friends, I love them and appreciate them a lot. Hmmm. Somehow, I miss those times. Spending my time with. I can't ask for more right. & I should have listen to them perhaps. BAHHH. But it has already happen. I don't blame anyone now cause blaming won't help at all. Maybe my mistake things happen. Face the reality, I am. To say that I moved, I lied. BUT, I'm trying. To think back, I've realised. Why must I stay this way when I can always look on the bright side of life and enjoy every single moment of it. Correct? Thats what I've been doing to keep me smile everyday. & at least, I manage to spend time with for quite sometimes and I'm happy for that. Ohhh, promised which I made. I won't leave unless it's a want. I'll be here if there's a problem to be shared with or anithing. Friends, hope so?

Best girl, same boat. Hahs. Maybe my post helps?Make sense? Hope so luhh ehh. Hehs.
Anywayyyyyy... Did went to school just now cause we need to show this teacher our dance item. Meaning, I went for work half-way. Hahs. After we're done, we wanted to went out from school and have to walk through the forum. & there's this group of nursing students, both boys and girls and they were looking at us and like staring non-stop. So I was kind of mad luhhh. & I said this :

Me (muker binget) : Tak pernah tengok orang pe???
Never look at people before uhh???

Then I walk away. & when I'm like a distance from them, this guy shouted back but I cant hear what he was saying. & I shouted back :

Me : UH YELA YELA.

No balls huh? Why not shout at me back when I was exactly infront of you. Pfft ! Nursing student, go and operate your balls. It's best if you remove it. (: No offence.

Dance, dance, dance. (:

2009-05-03T02:04:00.008+08:00

Pictures which are yet to be uploaded.

These pictures were taken last friday at City Hall, behind Peninsular, at the bustop while waiting for bus 12 or in fact, after our we dance practice at esplanade for ITE performance this coming week. Thanks Samantha for those pictures. ((:
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I want pictures !! Samantha Ann !! Upload please as soon as possible. Hehs. I can't wait. Impatience, I am. (:

Did went to work just now. & yes indeed, I'm working on a freaking Saturday. Didn't ate breakfast because I was late for work. Hahs. Thanks to my freaking brother luhh. Then thought of having lunch but then, looking at the amount of work load which need to be done, I have to skip it. SATURDAY, which I thought lesser students would come and print their artwork but I was wrong. & actually, a lot of students came in. Even worst than weekdays. Pfft ! Didn't ate breakfast and lunch and infact, I forced myself to complete everything. Hahs, almost fainted in the shop and even on my way to meet up with Faizal.

OHHHHH ! There's this freaking hot NAFA girl. Seriously. HAHA ! So not WAN ehh. Yess, I'm looking at HOT girls. Hehe. Told you WAN's changing. Almost. ((: FORGET the past and START afresh. How about it? :D No more U-turns baybehhh. Had enough and I'm done with eveything.

Then watched X-men with Faizal since there's no one else to accompany me. Overall, I rate it 3.5/5. Not bad actually, to me uhh. Then went simpang to eat my breakfast, lunch and dinner while waiting for Farah, Sam, Herda, Shikin and Zahrin. I ATE A LOT, errr.. Not exactly I guess. Hahs. Nasi Ayam and Roti John Mushroom Cheese. Super damn full. Satisfied indeed.

I think I'm still sick. & this headache of mine, it has been 1 week and 3 days already. When can it be cured? Haizzzz. Ohhh, and sometimes, I would have some difficulty in breathing and had to force myself to vomit. Pfft ! Don't tell me to go to the doctor cause I won't. Don't have to know why. But whatever it is, thanks Herda for your concern. (: & today's Sunday. I can choose to work but then, it's suppose to my day off. But I thought of working cause there's still a lot more to be completed. Should I? Hmmmm. If I wake up early then I might be going.

& & & I met Ayu just now. ((: finally. Favourite girlfriend co bestfriend ehhh. hehs. Miss her so much. & I'm still missing her. & to my friends, I apologise if I were to go back early this past few days. I'm super tired after work. As in SUPER. I need to rest. & haven't been resting well. So yaaaa. Hmmmm.. Lengthy post isn't it. Haha. Okay okay. I shall stop here alright. But before that, I won't be linking anyone. Errr. don't feel like it. So DON'T ask me to link you. Cause I don't even care if you people gonna link me or not. HAHA !

2009-04-29T23:43:00.007+08:00

*BURP*

I've been burping since I don't know when. Something is wrong with my stomach. Maybe I drink too much of gas-y drink during practice. Hahs. Vomit like 2 times because I can't really breathe in properly and there's like something stuck in my windpipe. & now, I'm okay. Hahs. Ohh myy godd. I think I burp more than 15 times? Yaaa. Haha. & I still burping. Hehs.

Today was so damn busy luhh with NAFA students kept on coming in to print their artwork. But I don't feel the tiredness. It really keeps me occupied. & when there's no one in the shop, it's so damn quiet luhh. & when I say that, it is so damn boring ! I can fall asleep sia. But we are not suppose to sleep. Pfft ! If there's internet connection, I would have surf the net already. Haizz. How sad my life is. OHHHH, I went for lunch alone. Haha. So not WAN ehh. First time in my life I went to a coffee shop, bought my food and sit by myself. Hahs. I'm independent already luhh. Hehs.

I'm still burping people. HAHA ! Anyway, this conversation really irritates me a lot. Conversation that I had with Faizal just now at around 7.20pm. He called me asking where am I. This is how the conversation goes :

Faizal: Hello, kau kat ne?

Me : Kat Tampines.

Faizal: Tampines sebelah maner?

Me : Kat CPF building.

Faizal: Huh? Kat maner?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Huh? Maner?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Huh?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Huh?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Maner?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Huh?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Huh? Maner?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: POSB?

Me : CPF building.

Faizal: Huh? Kat maner?

Me : Kau pegi korek telinga kau luh ! (shouting on the phone)

Super irritating sia. Like seriously. Pfft ! Okay, I'm done. Ohh, I'm still burping. Hahs. Anyway, I got an extra ticket for X-men Origins: Wolverine. Anyone up for it? Tag me aytes. ((: & this stomach of mine gave me problem. ERGHH !

2009-04-29T00:48:00.006+08:00

NEW link. RE-EDITED skin.

Meaning, new life? Hahs. I don't know. Maybe? MAYBE jerrr.

I miss ILAH ! erghhh.

I'm working later. How I wish I could get a good grade for my attachment without having the need to work. But too bad. Have to. Damn. I'm so damn lazy luhh. Pfft ! I'm trying, I'm trying. Try harder. Even harder. But I just can't. It's hard luhh. WAKE UP WAN, *alarm clock ringing*. Hehs. Random. I just don't know what to update. OHHHH WAITTT. I think i know. My workplace, I can't freaking use the damn internet. Erghhh ! Pathetic sia. It's just my daily rants. Grrrrrrrr.

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
I SERIOUSLY MISS HAKIM !
I know I shouldn't be saying it. But seriously, WAKE UP WAN. You're almost there. Almost ke? Hahs. I don't think so. Don't bother, don't care. WAN loves to talk random shit which I don't think any of you understand. HAHS !

2009-04-27T00:27:00.014+08:00

I'm working in 10 hours and 30 minutes time ! Hehs. Yeahhh, attachment baybehh. Got a job already. Surprisingly, cousin called me back to work at his company. Phewww. But obviously, no pay. Due to some reasons which you guys should not need to know. Thank you. (: Hopefully the job is not like my previous job. Hopefully luhh.

Went out yesterday to City Hall with Faizal, Farah, Herda and Samantha. Eat at Marina Square and off to Boat Quay to meet up with Eeka. Slack there for awhile and off we went back to Pasir Ris. Watched midnight movie "Jangan Tegur" at Ehub. Overall, the movie was just okay luhhh. But better than "Jangan Pandang Belakang" or "Congkak". Overall, I enjoyed myself.

Since I was bored, I did some research. RANDOM. Excessive amout taken.
Liver damage is possible in adults.
Overdose in the first 24 hours are pallor, nausea, vomiting, anorexia and abdominal pain. Liver damage may become apparent 12 to 48 hours after ingestion.
It may produce nervousness, restlessness, insomnia, excitement, diuresis, facial flushing, muscle twitching, GI disturbance, tachycardia or cardiac arrhythmia, “rambling” flow of thought and speech, psychomotor agitation, or periods of inexhaustibility.
Brain damage and kidney failure.

HAHS ! okay random.

I'm getting better in terms of health but I'm still down with flu and headache. Erghhh. Been 5 days already. Haiyoooo. Hopefully I'm fully recovered by this week. & I've been thinking. I want to go back to the old straight route again without having any U-turn or what-so-ever. Can I ? Hard luhh. Maybe I shall say it first instead. Let see whether action takes place. This include religion. Hahs. WAN trying to change luhh seyy. ((:

Yesterday's pictures.

memory.

DONE ! off I go now.

2009-04-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry people that I can't turn up for today's picnic. I wish I could but then, I'm still sick. How irritating can it be but I can't say much, my fault for being sick. I'm sorry Fi ! same goes to Ayeen cause the picnic was meant to be a surprise celebration for Ayeen birthday I guess. I'm so sorry. Whatever it is, I hope you guys had fun. (:

I'm bored. I just wanna go out. Where? I don't know. Anywhere will do but then. Haiizzz. Kind of irritated. Why? No one seems to reply my messages. Urghhh. & I don't know when this sickness of mine will cure. Urghhh !

Change topic alright. Hmmm. Let me see. Let's talk about my life shall we? Hahs. I'm getting better I guess. Stress level, reduced. Almost there. School? Haven't been going to school due to attachment. Uhhhh, ATTACHMENT. Hahs. Good news is, I quit from my current company. Like finally. Hehs. & the bad news is, the company that I wanted to work with (cousin's company), reject me last minute. Hahs. Thanks cousin. I'm dead seriously. Need to find another company to work with by tomorrow latest. If not, I'm going to fail my IAP. Meaning, I have to repeat for another 1 more freaking year in ITE. Might as well just quit school right. Hmmm. I shall see about it first. Like what Faizal say, life doesn't go the way we wanted it to be. Maybe I should just continue being patient.

Hmmmm. I just kinda .... Nevermind. Ohhhh, I can't possibly sit at home all day cause I'll tend to go moody. So, I NEED TO GO OUT.

2009-04-24T09:48:00.002+08:00

Maybe I shall update? Hmm. Yess, why not since there's nothing much I can do at home. Life have been so damn fucked up for the past few days. Reason being? I just don't want to say it. Still want to know? Easy said, EVERYTHING that is related to me. All I can say is I'm uber stress. No one seems to understand what I'm going through right now and amazingly, talking to zykee really change my mood. Hehs. Thanks uh gerl (: & not to forget my bestgirl, EEKA ! really make sense and it helps. ((:

I'm going school later. Meeting few teachers to talk things out. & If i won't be able to change, don't expect me to turn up for work. & If I were to fail the module, hmmm, just fail luhh. I can still retake it next year. I've already think about the pros and cons. So, no worries.

Ohh yaa. I'm sick. Hahs. Maybe I'm sick because of me eating errr ...... Maybe? I don't know. Every stick of ciggarette smoke would cause dizzy-ness. & I'm down with flu, fever and body's aching. Hehs.

Somehow, this video makes me smile. Hehs. NERDS !

Happy watching. (:

2009-04-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

Last update for now. I will be super duper busy with life since now I'm working from morning till late. First day was super stressful, to some people you should know why since you guys are the selected ones who I msg. Hehs. But for now, it's less stressful since I got the hand of it already. Pheww.

& today, I accidentally swallowed my barbel. Not the whole thing but the just the ball. Was at work and I quickly rush to the toilet and force myself to vomit. It didn't came out except for the food the I've ate for my lunch. Force again and blood came out. Cool or what. Haha. & till now, I can still feel the ball stuck at my throat. I just hope everything would be fine.

& as for groove west, we only got into the semi-finals. Didn't get through the finals. What do you expect? It's a big competition and having good crews to compete with. Plus, we only practice for 2 DAYS. Cool or what. Hehs.

enjoy these videos.

Groove in the West - Preliminary round

Groove in the West - Semi-Finals

& I'm done for now. Won't have time for blog or in fact going online. Anithing just text my phone people.

2009-04-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

WAN finally update luhh seyy. Yaay-ness?

Hows life? Words to describe. Hetic, stressful and perhaps fun? Hmm. Yaaa, thats what I've been going through for these past few days. & I'm okay, I guess. (:

Friend, you are such a dissapointment. You-who-shall-not-be-name, I can't actually believe for what you have did infront of me. It is so not you.

Ohh, and I got my attachment. Where? 140 Hill Street, Mica Building. Don't know where is it? It's here !

& by now, you should know where it is already. So yaa, I'll be working here starting from 13 April 2009 till 19 June 2009 under designing. Yes, DESIGN. Pfft ! I got no freaking experience luhh. & I'm scared.

7 APRIL ! You know, I know. & it's 'C' Day. Ohh, I can't wait to meet zyk. Just want to sort things out. (:

2009-04-02T05:33:00.004+08:00

A question to everyone. What do you feel when people start putting blame on you? Literally didn't show it but you know it. After talking to someone, I feel like every single thing was to be blame on me. I feel so sucky. Like you said, do I have anything to say to defend myself? I do. But I don't want to. So why not just believe _ _ _ _ instead. (: i don't mind getting all those blame.

Cause right now, I'm out of my mind. Truthfully, I just don't wanna live anymore. I'm stress. SUPER FUCKING STRESS. How does is it feel to be in this condition? Hmm. Undescribable. Aku da gila. ((: I wanna commit suicide. Can I ? Maybe I will. Da tk payah stress stress lagik. Hehs.

2009-03-31T15:45:00.005+08:00

I've got a lot of things to say. Hmm. But I guess, I shall keep it to myself. & you. Hehs. Thanks for everything. Mad? What do you think? Sad? What do you think? Well, I'm going berserk. I stands for my right. But if you wanna put the blame on me, like I said 'IF', do so. I don't even care cause I know, I SAVE every conversation we HAD. mcm best gitukan aku suffer. ((: pandai pandai luh fikir yg aku ni tengah referring kat saper.

I ain't had a good day. To add in, I DIDN'T get into Polytechnic. How great isn't it. Hmm. Next, I'm waiting for my final year results. Which is tomorrow. Fail lagik pe? Hehs.

i feel like dying.
& & & .

I WON'T BE BLOGGING FOR NOW !

i feel like dying.

2009-03-30T02:58:00.005+08:00

How was my Saturday? I should say it was great. Why? Let me share with you. Had TWO competition in a day. Never in my life participated two comps in a day but well, I just did. Pfft. Here's a thing. I've always think that our item was dull or perhaps boring but then, I was wrong. Last minute practice to complete the positioning. First competition, Groove in the West was great. The audience was like fooohhhh ! & results, we get into the semi-finals. It was a really tough competition and we got through. (: Next, Urban Floormix competition. Was so sleepy which I manage to sleep during the interval. Results? We won 2nd. Unexpected. Ohh, the crowd was superb luhh. Hehs.

Farah and Samantha are finally back in Singapore. Did met them just now. Lots of stories to share.

& I feel like leaving. Leave? Leave what? Questioning your thoughts? You should & start brainstorming. Don't ask. I don't know why but yeahh. Urghh. I don't know luh.

Urban Floormix Competition

Go and watch.

2009-03-24T00:11:00.007+08:00

Ohh Myy Godd ! I so miss them already. Farah & Samantha, be back fast luhhh. ): Serious shit, I'm not kidding you. Without them, life is so boring luhh. & whatever it is, have a safe trip there and enjoy yourselves. I'm so missing you guys.

& to you, I'm so happy that I got to know and meet you. A person which I once treat you as my brother. Brother to a person which I really really fall in love with. Didn't expect it to happen but I'm glad it actually did. Hehs. Wanna know why Hakim? cause you are the reason why I smile every single day. You are the reason why I'm so happy these days. & to conclude it, you're the reason to everything. I really love you and I do. I'll do whatever it takes to have you safe in my arms. ((: Urghhh !! I MISS YOU LUHH !

I LOVE YOU LUQMAN NUR HAKIM !

My aunty who stays with me is in the hospital right now. Damn. I hope you're okay. Get well soon ! I'll be praying for your health. & to Isaac, you too. (:

2009-03-23T01:19:00.016+08:00

Hows my day? Hmm. FUN ! Hehs. ((: So, I met Shikin at around 2pm and our motive was to go to City Link HMV only. But then, she suggested to go to Mustafa Centre before heading to City Hall. Ohh myyy. So why not. Then we walk around, laugh over a small things. Hehs. With Shikin around, you will tend to go crazy. Haha. She brighten up my day luhh. Then Farah, Samantha & Faizal wanted to tag along so they met us straight at Mustafa Centre. Lazy to elaborate and off we go to Sim Lim square to find for camcorder ( i don't know how to spell it ) battery. Took bus and off to City Hall. Shikin bought her earpiece at HMV and then we slacked at Esplanade Underground. Easy to say, I had fun the whole day. ((:

Now is like 1.30am and Farah & Samantha is flying off to Philipinnes in 15 hours time. Urghhh ! So fast !! I'm so gonna miss them luhh. Have a safe trip there and enjoy yourselves.

Next up, PICTURES.

RANDOMpictures

Weird Weird Names

MAKAN !! ( * I ate 3 egg prata and some of Shikin's masalah thosai )

& you ! Take care of yourself uhhh. Pfft. IMY ! Didn't get to hug you. So sad. ):

2009-03-21T15:31:00.005+08:00

I MISS KECIK ! heeeeeee.

& webcam with Nur Herdawati Bte Mohd Indra. Buruk sia muker. Hehs. I did webcam with her eventhough we are just next to each other. Haha.
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I've updated. Happy Shikin? Pfft. Pestering me to update my blog and here you go. A short post.

I still feel bad about everything. My mind is not in peace. & I don't feel right.
I miss you. I do.
I love my friends.
Farah is going to philipinnes with Samantha this monday. Gonna miss them. ):
Today's weather is so sucky. Gonna rain. PFFT !
Lost for words.

DONE !

2009-03-17T00:31:00.009+08:00

Okay people, this particular post, I personally wanna dedicate it to my friend NUR HAZIQAH. ((:

To you my friend, it's been a pleasure that I got to meet you and befriend with you since August 2007. I had a wonderful time and enjoyed every single moment of it. Yes indeed. Memories, NO. & as for today, 17 March 2009, you are no longer my friend. You are just a stranger in my life. As for faizal, he doesn't even know whether to call you a friend of his or not. A heart-broken friend who loses a BESTFRIEND. & when you see me, do not even call out my name cause I don't even know you or when you somewhere nearby me, don't even think of shaking my hand.

Am I too mean? No I'm not. Why am I doing this? Want some explanation gerl? No problem. Okay, here you go. Well you see, you have new friends right? Great isn't it? I'm not mad at you for having new friends. Everyone have new friends. Correct? But THINK BACK. You ARE neglecting us. It would be great if you can FIND time for us. But HELL NO. Eventhough we didn't text you, we are still thinking about you. Saying that we actually misses you. But you? Where have you been all along? Ohh I know. Going out to eat STEAMBOAT at east coast with your new friends, going to 'live n loaded' and so. Am I right? Hehs. Ohh Haziqah, you can actually TON? Wow. When we asked you to ton, you will be saying this, "ohh I can't. My mom asked me to go home." But I got to know that you can actually ton or perhaps SKATE ton with your skate friends.

& are we your SECOND HAND friend? I guess we are. Text us only if you got no plans or when all of your friends are busy. Dissapointed? Yes we are. We are being USED. So from now on, I suggest, stop texting us. Dont want to keep this post long. So whatever it is, you have change A LOT.

Ohh wait. Where were you when Faizal had some problems? Busy enjoying life? A BESTFRIEND should be there for him. & Do you know that Faizal has been wanting to meet you(not just meet up as in 'HI')? No you don't. Whatever it is, this sentence is for you, "WHO ARE YOU? & WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ZYK?" sounds familiar? Hehs.

& this problem is not about your friends. It's all about YOU.

This is Haziqah. Everyone meet her & say hi to her. Ohh wait. Don't think of saying hi to her. ((:

Lastly, do not tag at my tagboard. Text my phone instead. But if you insist of tagging, then up to you. You are welcome to do so. ((: Stay happy always gerl.

& I had a small gamble with Shikin. We played 'German Taitee'(or whatever the spelling is). 5 cents per leftover card. & I won her a lot of times luhh as in more then 5 times. & She still got the guts not to stop playing. Remember Shikin, you owe me $1.20. Pay me !! I don't care.

This is how much I earned. ((:

NUR HERDAWATI BTE MOHD INDRA ! aku RINDU kau. ((:

2009-03-16T13:55:00.001+08:00

Currently I'm waiting for the results. & I don't know why, I putting high hopes of getting into polytechnic. Well, I know RP isn't a good poly but I don't give a damn. (: Results suppose to be out by 16 March which is today but then they change it to 31st March. Damn long luhh. Pfft. It's okay, I shall wait.

& Yesterday was fun. Having Shikin around, entertaining us. Hehs. Thanks uhh gerl. ((: Bring us to a place which I feel like I'm not in Singapore. Kelantan Road & Jalan Kubor. Hehs. A day full of laughter but tiring ! Walk and walk and walk and walk. I'm just happy and excited. Hehs. Should not elaborate more. & Herda, thanks for the post. So sweet of you. ((:

2009-03-14T17:36:00.006+08:00

Currently I'm at Faizal's house. He's sleeping again. Pfft. Actual plan was suppose to meet up at 5.30pm at City Hall but then Herda changed the plan. Meet up at 7pm at Pasir Ris MRT Station. & Right now, I'm so freaking bored. So why not update right?

I'm happy with my life right now. Haha. I just don't know why. Ohh, I've been thinking a lot about myself and my life. & as from now, I'm ain't the old WAN. I'm changing into a better person. So yeahh. ((: No more phoebia and all those shit. Thinking of steping my head? All I can say is THINK TWICE. Yeahh. I will not be the old WAN whose gonna shut himself up. Fight back, I will. :D

Anyone out there who hates me, continue hating me cause I don't give a damn. Ohh, not to forget, I will only respect those who respect me. If not then so be it.

OMG ! Haha. I'm so damn happy luh. Hehs.

*This post referring to anyone out there whose reading it.

2009-03-13T00:26:00.008+08:00

Friendship. I don't know why but I feel like blogging. I really treasure my friends. & Faizal, it is so sweet of you having a post about me. Haha ! ((: & to you, you've change. Like seriously. I don't want to mention your name but you are not you. I want the old you. & the fact is, I'm starting to hate you. Think back of what you have done.

Eventhough most of us have gone seperate ways, I am still thankful that I've still got these people with me. They are the best people in my life right now. I really love them to bits.

EEKA ! My BEST gerl.

HAKIM ! eeka's twin. Hehs.

Faizal ; My best buddy.

Shikin ; BESTIES.Herda ; A close friend. Perhaps like a sister to me.Farah ; A WONDERFUL friend. Samantha ; PINOY ! Hehs.

These are all those people which I really really treasure. I can't afford to lose them. I really love them. ((:

& Faizal and Shikin says that I'm different now. Is it? Like normal pe. Want the details of what they say? then start clicking on the picture below. (:

& Shikin, I rather think that you should write a letter to your mom if you can't talk to her face to face. Speak out, don't keep it. I know how you feel. It's time for you to express everything out. You can't be like this all the way. It's time for you to stand up. If that not gonna work, drag your mom's ass to a councellor.

2009-03-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over ! Yaayy. Computing Mathematics was so easly luhh. Haha. I can't believe the paper are really easy. Chicken feet. Hehs. & classmates asked me how was the paper and i told them it was easy and they were like of course luh, you're clever in maths what. Errr, not clever but I did revise so yeahh. Got the point?

Supposedly there's dance practice but it's cancelled. & Reached home from school and slept till 4pm. Seriously, I'm so damn lazy to go out. Just feel like sleeping the whole day. Hehs. So not WAN sia. To prevent that from happening, I'm forcing myself to go out today. Just gonna be around my area or if not then it will be at Tampines connector. Accompany Shikin to study & and the same time, Faizal wanna buy ciggs.

Maybe I'll update later. MAYBE jerr.

2009-03-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

Numbers, numbers & more numbers. Life is full of NUMBERS. Hehs. Okay, my brain now is full of numbers cause I have been doing a lot of maths questions. Tomorrow it will be my last and final paper, COMPUTING MATHEMATICS. Damn, I just can't wait. I'm fully prepared and confident. Haha. All the past years paper are so damn easy. Hoping that this year's paper would be as easy as last year. Pray hard.

Currently, I'm effing bored. I just don't know what to do. Waiting for you to go online but then it would be like around 12 plus i guess? idk.

My head is spinning and I feel like vomitting. Urghh. Irritating. & it's like at the tip of my throat luhh. & I feel like sleeping but don't want don't want.

& sorry Shikin, I seriously HATE your MOM. You should know why. PFFT !

2009-03-10T01:44:00.002+08:00

Finally ! Networking exam is finally over. Hehs. I'm stress free ! Networking is being such a BITCHING subject. & since now it's over, I don't have to think about it already. Next paper, Computing Maths which is tomorrow. OMG OMG OMG ! I can't wait. I'm so prepared already. Haha. Well, I did revise already for Computing Maths since before exams started? Yeahh, around there. Numbers, numbers, numbers and more numbers ! (:

I'm so gonna be free luh after exams. Wait. Not exactly. Pfft. & I can't wait too.

& miss. & miss. & miss. YEAH.

2009-03-08T01:16:00.012+08:00

Manage to take a picture while studying. Hehs.

Got a freaking damn exam tomorrow. First paper would be Networking which I feel like giving up. I don't understand a damn thing. Trying my best to memories the notes but only 10 percent get into my brain. Pfft. Can't wait for this paper to end. & Next would be Computing Mathematics. Yesss ! I can't wait. But the paper on Wednesday. They should have change it to Tuesday instead or perhaps, on the same day as the Networking paper. & Finally, got all the pictures from Samantha. Click on it to enlarge the picture.

My hair look like a cat's tail sia. Only the back part.

& random. I swear i MISS you like fuck ! hehs.
Okay, got to study again now for Networking. Just trying my best to understand it.
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BEST DAY ! Can't deny. I just love 7 March ! Hehs.

Firstly, I had fun today by shouting and supporting Fantastic Boys and Fantastic Girls. They are like WOW ! The girls was like soooo nice. & I really like Reella, Elly & Zeila. They are like the OMG sia. Can't deny that they dance well. Hehs. & congrats to the Fantstic Boys. ((:

Secondly, Farah is back to her normal self ! Yaaaayyy-ness ! Haha. I'm so damn happy that we are now back on track like how we used to be. Things are getting better. Weeeeeee~ ((:

Thirdly, I'm so damn happy luh. Really really happy. HAHA ! Don't want to say. You know, I know, public don't know. Hehs.

Ohh, did went to RP just now. Reached there around 1pm. First time sia kiter on schedule. Haha. Good good. Went there to accompany Shikin to submit her O level certificate. & I'm speechless. Hehs. Waiting for Samantha to send me the pictures we took. Then I shall upload it.

Will upload more. Soon soon.

& HOLY SHIT ! I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT 7 MARCH IS MY MOM'S BURFDAY ! OMG ! DAMN SHIT. FREAK MANN. DAMN DAMN DAMN ! Okay Mom, I don't think you'll be reading this but yeahh, only God knows. HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY ! I love you luhh ! ((: Who doesn't love their mom right. Pfft.

2009-03-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

PICTURES !

PIT. (Limited Edition, Karmasutra, X's Funk)
LIMITED KX's !

Most of the pictures doesn't have me in it. Didn't take a lot of pictures with them and went back early cause I didn't ton. & ohhh, today is Friday. Meaning, tomorrow there's DANCEWORKS '09. Can't wait. Looking forward for the Fantastic Crew. They sending two groups, Fantastic Boys & Fantastic Girls. & not to forget, Apsara too. They are sending two groups too. The juniors and the seniors. It's a "MUST WATCH" ! Hehs. Good luck guys ! ((:

& to those who wants to go for Danceworks, it will be held at Plaza Singapura. Not really sure what time the competition would start but all I know is, competitors are reporting at 12pm. So yeahh. I think either starts at 1pm or 2pm or 3pm. IDK. Just be early. (:

I chatted with Safwan. OMGG. So long sia never chat with you and it reminds me of our secondary school life when four of us (me, you, Ruzaini & Multazam) sitting together sharing our food every single day. HAHA ! I miss those times like seriously.

2009-03-04T03:14:00.003+08:00

OMG OH MY GOD OHHH MYYY GODDD LUHHHH ! I CANNOT TAKE IT SIA ! THERE'S LIKE A LOT OF FLYING COCKROACHES IN MY HOUSE ! LIKE SUDDENLY ! & NOW IT'S LIKE 3.16AM AND I CAN'T GET TO SLEEP. URGHHH ! FRUSTRATING.

Okay, sorry for the caps lock. I was happy browsing through the net and I was in the dark. & Suddenly, I saw something moving on the wall and decided to move away from my bed and switch on the lights and the next thing I found out, it was a freaking flying cockroach. & so, I went to the kitchen and there was like a lot. On the wall, ceiling & etc. & When I came back into my room, like suddenly there's a lot. On my bed, my grandma's bedsheet, baby cockroache on the wall and a flying cockroach on my brother's leg. URGGGHHH ! nabei ! I got phoebia sia. Take note of that people and it scares me.

& I guess I won't be sleeping. It's so uncomfortable and I'm like afraid there's more. Dammit luh !

2009-03-03T22:44:00.005+08:00

Before.

& After.

Pheww ! Lappy is under control right now and I don't have to worry that much. All I gotta do is to scan my lappy daily. It's not that hard. ((:

Had my Computing Maths test just now and damn, it's not hard after all. My effort was paid off. But should not be too confident. Ohh and the for the previous test, I got 72. Haha ! I think I'm the highest but not too sure cause it seems like everyone is getting 70 and below. But all I know is, I'm the highest among the malay student. ((: & those who copied my answer, get to know that they even failed. HAHA ! Padan muker korg. BALASAN NYE !

Results for Computing Maths test:
-99.5
-90
-66
-72
-Just took the test so I'm not too sure.

Okay luh, deprove and improve. Not bad. Some chapters are hard and I can still do it. Well done WAN. Okay seriously WAN, you got to stop praising youself. zbut I still think I did a good job. (:

Exams are like next Monday and Wednesday ! Revision have to start by now. Okay not now but most probably tomorrow. STUDY, STUDY & STUDY !

& mummy's back home ! Yaayness. Haha. Didn't even realised that they already home until my dad kept shouting my name as he's already changed to the normal lepak home types of clothes. Haha. To engross uhh watching Street Fighter : The Legend of Chun Li. Gerekk dokkk ! Ohh, I watch it online. & ohh, there's sup tulang from beach road. Hmm. POWER LUHH ! Hehs.

Ohh, my elder brother got a new shoe. URGHH ! Not fair. I'm so gonna buy a new one. IDC. Comfirm buy one. & anyone got any websites to share which sells shoes online? Must tell me.

2009-03-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18 BURFDAY SHAHFIQAH & SUE !

Finally ! Got a hp charger for my phone. So anyone out there who actually wanted to lend me your charger, it's okay. Thanks anyway. (:

& had donuts with Shikin. Yummy ! We bought more than what we actually wanted. Hehs.

Okay, got a bloody damn Maths test tomorrow. & i did some revision so it should be okay.

DONE !

2009-03-01T01:19:00.008+08:00

Updating for the third time cause I'm plenty bored here. Okay, I did a scan on my lappy after installing the software and there's alot of virus ! OMG ! What the hell. You can click on the picture above if you want a clearer view. I'm so gonna scan my lappy everyday to remove all this viruses. & my lappy is starting to lag. Nabei !!

& elder brother is being such a SLOTH. Asked me to fry for him fries and nuggets. Haiyoo. You think I your maid uhh? Got hands, got leg right? Then COOK yourself ! Thank you. (:
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URGHH ! I didn't get to eat Mcdonald's breakfast. & I'm craving for it. How frustrating. Stupid of me to fall asleep and woke up at 10.30am. Well, went back to the pit to pass Zu's ezlink and I heard stories about Faizal. HAHA ! Funny sia. He got drunk and went to the toilet by himself I think. & he went before sunrise meaning around 5 or 6am. Everyone thought that he went back home after going to the toilet but then he came back at 8 or 9am. So Ayeen asked where did he go and he said to the toilet. So Ayeen replied what took you so long (as in hours inthe toilet) and he said this "I think I fall asleep there". HAHA ! kimak !! tido pat toilet sorg sorg pe. Haha!

This is what Eeka post at her blog. Sweet right. Okay is just a miss. But still, I miss you ! Kater je nak jumpe but then tk jumpe jumpe. Make sure nyari jumpe ehh. & bring my phone along with you. Ohh, Herda will be back from Malaysia today. Damn, I miss her too. Meet up soon !

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I'm back home ! Okay, info not needed but yeah, it's 1.20 and I'm at home blogging. Hehs. Just came back from X's Funk pit. Celebrate Mael and illie's burfday. So called belated. & the question is, why I went back so early? Well, the reason is no one at home except my aunt and my grandmother and I have to look after everything cause my mom and dad went to KL already. Hope that they are gonna be safe. & I miss them.

Pit was great. Seriously. With the heavy stormy rain. HAHA ! I didn't get drench. Sat in the tent till it stops raining. But everyone was playing in the rain. So I guess right now, they are having fun. Sorry guys for not tonning. Wasn't my intention. & they bought drinks. Absolute vodka, australian wine and some other drinks. Happy drinking. Ohh, I've already stopped drinking for good. So, stop asking me whether I wanna drink or not.

Now, I have to meet them back later at 11am cause Zu left her ezlink card with me and she can't go back home. Alermakkk. Leceh luhh. Very lazy to wake up early. Maybe meet you guys arnd 4 plus instead cause I thought of getting breakfast at Mcdonald. But see first luhh.

2009-02-28T00:47:00.008+08:00

Finally, just completed all the online assessment chapter exam. Obviously I pass with flying colours. Wanna know why? Cause I got most of the answers with me. Haha. Cool shit. IT students are always smart in a way. But then, I failed the final online assessment exam. The FINAL one. Got 37. But not bad. Why is that so? Is because I'm too lazy to read both the answers and questions. End up, clicking the option which I feel like clicking to it.

Ohh, my left knee the skin tear due to practice. Can feel the pain but not so pain and the pain seems so nice. Haha, Weird right.

& the headache came back when I was dancing and yeahh, tasted blood again. But not as much as yesterday. I can still feel the pain now. If I were to die then die luhh. Cannot do anithing what. Hehs. Peace. (: & i can't stop thinking what if I were to die. Haha. okay WAN, stop it.

Can't wait for the pit later. Am looking forward to it. Comfirm gerek. Hehs. I miss Ayeen and the rest.

& I miss Farah too. Eeka included.

Mom and dad going KL later around 8pm. They will be back by Tuesday. Alermakk. Lmbt nahh sia nk balek. Comfirm I'll be starving sia. No one to cook for sure. Shessshh. But it's good though that they are not at home. FREEDOM. Haha. Okay wait. I've always have freedom. Hehs. Makes no different.

Okay, since I did talk about mom and dad, let me ask you readers a question. What would a father do when he LOCK himself in his room when he is playing the laptop? What do you think? I think he might be watching porn. True isn't it. Well, thats my father. I think he's watching porn. Like almost everyday he lock himself in his room. Only at night luhh cause my mom work night shift. But before he sleep, he will unlock the door. Do I make any sense? Yes I do. Father, father. Shesssshhh.

2009-02-26T11:49:00.007+08:00

HOLIDAY !! Meaning, no more school. Yess uhh. Finally. But today's maths test has been postpone to next Tuesday. WTF ! Meaning, I have to go to school just to take that bloody damn test. Nvm, I still got time to revise back.

& there's a lot of dance competition this coming March. OMG. Must join. Haha.

Danceworks.
Singapore Best Dance Crew.
Urban FloorMix.
West Groove.

But most of the competition either fall on the same day or the very next day only. Hmm. See how luhh.

Ohh, yesterday was very sucky. Mind was never in peace. & I chat with you. Haha ! Random kan. Like finally. Hehs. For almost a year i guess I didn't talk to you unless there's a purpose to it. But shit the internet connection, manage to chat with you only for awhile.

You said:

yeahhh
abeh i dont see u online all the time
hahaha
and u dont sms me
so thats why we dont chat
i think the only time we got to chatting was becos u invited my band to play
haha

Well, I got a reason why I never sms you. Since you said that, I think I should start sms-ing you back. HAHA ! Okay, I'll think about it first. Hehs. Ohh, shit you luh. I everyday online okay. Sembarang jer. Haha.

& & yesterday, i smoke 3 and the half sticks only. HAHA ! Can quit can quit. But tengok dulu. (:

My head is in pain. Somesort like headache. Urghh. It hurts. & when I was bathing, i could feel the pain and out of sudden I tasted blood. & when I spit out, yes indeed. It was blood. Nabei. Penyakit aper sia ni? Nvm. I took 2 panadol already. I shall see whether the pain reduces or not.

2009-02-25T17:58:00.002+08:00

1 More paper to go & holiday ! No mood to blog. Okay BYE.

2009-02-24T00:09:00.011+08:00

Back from school and feel kinda relief. Why? Less stress. (: Networking test.. Err.. Did study, but nothing gets into my freaking head so yahh. Reach school and didn't even bother to read the notes cause I know for sure, I won't understand. So yeahh. Did the MCQ questions like anyhow and the written part, some copy from my friend and some I copy from my phone. Why phone? Bcause we took pictures of the notes. Pathetic right. But what to do, no other choice.

Ohh, heard from my classmates that my Computing Maths test answer has been spread ALMOST to ALL of the people in the other class. WAHH NB ! Hopefully korg fail. (:

Tomorrow there's a practical test for Networking. Practical easy luhh. Can refer to our practical book. So there should be no problem. Can't wait for this week to end. Thursday would be my last day of school. Yesss uhhh ! Holiday !! Wait. Need to study. Got exam during the holidays. NB !

From a HOT looking matrep to a little CUTE guy.
HAHA ! Okay WAN, stop praising yourself.

& okay. I shall not private my blog anymore okay people? Nant ader je classmate aku bising, especially SUE. Bising sane luh bising sini luh. Kalau aku mcm nk mengumpat ke aper, baru aku private kan. Lepas tu aku invite kau je. HAHA ! Kental sia WAN. Okay, you're not.

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Look at what Hasif has done to me. He edited it.

Very matrep - like kind. Or probably, a matrep indeed. Haha. & eeka, don't worry kay. I won't be like this. I won't get a tattoo. Haha. & ohh, I look HOT.

URGGHH ! Stress sia. No point of me studying networking notes cause not a single thing gets into my head. & I serious shit don't understand a thing. FUCK NETWORKING ! Dammit ! Copy seems the only option, IF my classmates were to allow me.

2009-02-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

First test of the week has been completed and three more to go. Urghh, I just hate test and exams. Had CPM ( Computing Mathematics ) test today and it was an average. Well, I did study for the test and I have confident in passing it. Ohh, my 2nd class chairman is being a bitch. You wanna know why? Cause he's weak in maths and asked for my help. So we exchange the test paper as I thought he just wanna use it as a reference but hell no. I get to know that he took pictures of my answers, 16 questions in total and even have the cheek to spread it around to my classmates and even to other classes. CB kan !! Urghh. Asshole !!!

I'm lazy to study for the next test which is tomorrow. Networking, theory test. OMG ! I hate networking which once used to be my favourite subject. It's so damn hard and complicated. I don't understand a thing. Should I? I think I should.

Ohh, anyone wanna go Singapore Flyer? Cause I may be getting 4 tickets for free. It's this Saturday. So yeaaa.

It's hard. I feel like to, but I don't want to and I'm trying to.

2009-02-22T12:33:00.004+08:00

Went for MDIS & it was fun. Yeahh. Wanna know why? I had fun shouting even though it is not my friends crew. Haha. & 30T, you guys really improved a lot. Good job. (: For 5678, we already predicted from the start of the competition that you guys are gonna won. The item was NICEEE ! Ohh, for Limited Edition, it's okay that you guys didn't get into the semis cause from what I know, the whole item was changed last minute as in the day before competition. Everything was changed because of 1 person who get kick out a day before the competition. Overall, the item was nice.

Seriously, I fucking miss dancing sia. & I want to join a competition. Like after a long time of not been dancing regularly, Wawan invite me to learn his choreo yeasterday at Esplanade underground. & of course I want to learn. That choreo was damn nice. Haha. I still feel the awkwardness when I dance and like paisey sia dance in front of the Fantastic crew and 5678. Like I not good what. & wawan said this to me, " whoaa, fast learner ehh. " & " kau cepat tangkap ehh, that means good." HAHA ! I know right. Heeeeehss. & Like suddenly, I think I can choreo already. Cause there's a lot of choreo running through my mind. & there's a choreo for I wanted you. Not yet completed. Maybe if Andreas agrees to it, then I want use it for the upcoming competition. (:

& & during MDIS, my friend has a project work. They ask me to help them out by getting interviewed about voguelicious. So, why not right. Here hows the conversation goes:

AN : What do you think of Voguelicious?

Me : I think that their item is very entertaining.

AN : So are you one of their supporters?

Me : NO !

AN : Why is that so?

Me : IDK.

AN : So do you have any friends in Voguelicious?

Me : Yes, IZZY !

AN : Okay. & would you like to say something to them?

Me : NO.

Haha. I'm not their supporters but I only support my friend which is Izzy. Get the fact right okay?

& AITQAH ! I can't believe that you are going to get married today ! OMG, you are gonna be a wife. Da tk leh enjoy life kau as how you use to last time. Haha. & soon, you are going to be a mom. I so can't wait to see your baby. Cepat luhh beranak. Haha, siak.

I'm a lil bit stress. Monday to Thursday got test. Like one whole week sia got test. Mcm cb.

2009-02-19T23:44:00.005+08:00

YAAAYYY !! Finally, got my sony ericsson phone back. It was once spoilt and send it for servicing. & now, I don't have to use that Nokia polyphonic phone. Yesssss uhhh. That phone can be my spare phone in case anithing happen. ((:

Having a picnic tmr & I can't wait. Cause I would be able to meet up with the rest of my friends. & hopefully, YOU guys turn up alright.

My hips has been giving me problems. It's painful. Whenever I bend my body a little, I could feel the pain and it hurts. Same goes by turning my body to either left or right. In either ways. Darn !

Ohh, can't wait for MDIS competition. You know why? Cause I heard that there's a lot of good crews joining. It's a must to watch ! Will be going to support my own crew, Limited Edition & a friend of mine including other crews. So Faizal, GO WITH ME UHHH ! IDC. WAKE UP EARLY. I WILL GIVE YOU A WAKE UP CALL. I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO WAKE YOU UP.
:DD Hehs !

2009-02-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

O Level certificate has been submitted and now, have to wait for the results. Ohh please. I hope RP accept me. & Pray for me people.

Did went to RP just now and slack there with faizal. & at the same time, Limited Edition got dance practice for this saturday competition. So, went to watch them practice. & when Andreas left for Fatastic Crew practice, I need to teach them the choreo for the last song and end up, everyone were like slacking around and even went for a smoke break. Since I was bored after doing my Maths Past Year Paper, I decided to dance with Fadz. & like OMG. I feel so awkward lorr when I started to dance back. Seems like I can't really dance. Haha. Never mind. I'm not in for the competition what. So, I shouldn't even care. ((: Heeeeeeeeeeee.

Planning not to go to school later. So called a day off. I need a long sleep. Padehal kan, skola start siang and habes siang sakk. Haha. So what? IDC. Been going to school without skipping class okay. & that means, I DESERVE to have a day off. ((:

2009-02-17T13:44:00.010+08:00

School end early today, and hooray ! Haha. By right, I didn't even want to attend lessons today. Well, not because of I'm lazy or what but the fact is, my eye is in pain. The right side. It's red. I don't know why. & It's still pain. This morning was the worst one. Fully red and it's watery. But then now, luckily it reduced.

Looking back at the old video where I used to first start dancing was like what the fcuk sia. I don't think that is even called dance lorr. Haha. Watch this, my ever first time dancing(video of our Talentime routine) :

& one year later (ohh, why is it one year later? cause I put a stop to dance and continued back say, November 2008):

Audition
[I'm the one wearing the school uniform with a tie]

Finals
[I'm wearing a black hoody and a white tshirt inside]

Like WOW ! I improve a lot. Haha. Okay, not to self-praised or what, but yes, I do improve a lot within 1 year. Not bad ehh WAN. Haha ! Okay, I miss dancing. But again, LAZY luhh. & loved Limited KX's !

Going to RP later to submit my O level results and certificate to them for verification purposes. I really hope I can get into Polytechnic. RP pun RP luhh. Janji Poly.

2009-02-16T19:47:00.006+08:00

The song on my blog that I've just change is my latest TESTING mix. Testing jer. Haha. Is it nice? Cause I'm not a good mixer. Hehs. & start commenting people.

& ohh, I don't blame you. Whatever it is, I'm sorry for what has already happened.

Well, I shall update again later. Going out in awhile.

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My days are numbered. Yes, seriously. To the final year examination. Ohh goshh. I can't believe it that I've already start revising. Haha. Only on my Computing Mathematics ( so called 'A' maths ). Cause I know that I can score well in that particular subject. & hell to Networking. I don't understand a thing. So, no point revising on that subject. All I gotta do is to wait for the study guide.

& I just want my application for Polytechnic to be approved ! OHH PLEASE ! Give me a chance will you MOE? I don't think any of them will read this. Haha.

Ohh, life is getting much more boring every single day. Seriously, ain't kidding. Well, at most, I would 'lepak' for like an hour or two. Pathetic right. I need something to fill up my life. Kill all those boredness in me. Maybe after my exams alright? Hehs. & I wanna work, under AKS Live Company. That job is freaking awesome. Easy job, high pay. Can I?

Friends; I really want you guys back, to be together once again. I really do.

2009-02-15T04:46:00.002+08:00

Never our intention to paitao you. & in fact, it didn't even pass through our mind. Well, we were even rushing to catch the last train back to Pasir Ris. We tried explaining to you about the whole damn situation but then, you just don't want to talk on the phone. So, it's all up to you. I don't wanna say much.

To think back, my life is so boring now. Won't stick at home. Lepak, lepak, lepak. The only thing that would keep me oocupied is dance. I've realised it. & yeahh. I missed dancing. It is not wrong to miss something. But too lazy already to dance.

I think I'm crazy. Seriously. Why is that so? Because, I will tend to laugh my ass off for no reason. & I will laugh for more than 10 minutes, non-stop. Maybe I'm just plain crazy.

Valentine's Day? Hmm. I don't know what to say. Pathetic but fun I guess.

2009-02-13T00:12:00.004+08:00

The song I just put on my blog is actually I cut most part of it. Heeeeee. Yeahh, so called like a short mix. Hehs.

I miss the OLD surfers ! The last time where we all get to reunite was on my birthday. OMG ! When can we all be together again like how we used to be? Can it be on this Saturday? PLEASE !

2009-02-11T20:18:00.005+08:00

Half-bored. I want to 'lepak' uhh. But then, no one even reply any of my sms-es. Nabei ! Call few times also never pick up. CB ! URGH ! I'm hungry right now. But I don't know what to eat. But then, I just ate just now at around 6. I think my stomach got problem uhh.

Ohh, didn't went to school just now for lesson cause my classmate didn't go so I had no one to go with. But then, I only went to school at 12 plus cause I had my project presentation at 1pm and we MUST present infront of other class. & coincidentally, it was Andreas class. I was like wtf? Okay, just act normal. Very awkward sia. & we get all 'B' except the reading part which is an 'E'. Haha ! Thanks to my classmate luhh who read so soft.

& Hakim, explain to me why I look like a horse. EXPLAIN.

& & i saw sue on TV. Haha. Mishka or what namer. Hehs. and the way you so this like so tkder pape ehh, " nk isap isap uhh, skrg kan dah modern" . Haha. Okay people, it's about cigarette. Don't think otherwise.

2009-02-10T22:27:00.006+08:00

I'm back home already. & yeahh, today is the like the 'paling cepat balik'. Went back home by 10pm. Usual time would be by 11 plus plus to 12am. So, what I did during my 'lepak' is, finish up my project which me and one of my classmates has done it half-way through & at the same time, manage to chat with Hakim. Ohh, once I completed my project, me & zyk decided to camwhore. Hehs. Then I manage to take a nap while 'lepak-ing' for around half an hour i guess. Then slack for awhile and went back home.

Reason for me being home early is that, I have to print out all my project work. Need to pass it up to subject teacher by tomorrow & I'm happy that we completed everything. Like finally. If we were not to complete our project, we would get an "E" for our module. I don't want to fail sia. If not, I won't be able to get into year 2. But hopefully, my application for polytechnic is accepted. I really hope so.

& Next up, PICTURES.

Taken at a supermarket.

Those two picture above, Zyk focre me to.
But damn, I'll be hot man if I were to look like a girl. HAHA !

& She kept doing stupid thing on me.

Fuck you !

Finally, Didie joined in. But just for a shot.

CUTE-ness ! Hehs.

& Zyk, stop saying I look like a horse and your "NEIGH !". I ain't an animal and I don't look like one alright. Sheeshh. & yaaaa. Nenek cook roti kirai today. So damn nice ! Haha. Power dokk.

2009-02-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

Ohh myy godd, ohh myy godd, ohh ourr godd. We need to present our project by tomorrow latest. By right, we have to present it by today. But I think the whole of my group didn't turn up for the lesson. Well, the reason of me not going to PM ( Project Management) lesson is because our group leader didn't turn up for school today and she's holding onto our presentation. & no point of us going to class without presenting. But then, subject teacher text our group leader to explain why we didn't turn up for her lesson. Like nb sia. What should I say? Any ideas people? If you do have any, feel free to tag on my tagboard. Thank you so much.

Will be updating later on at night perhaps? Need to complete up the project. Half-way through. Pray hard people.

2009-02-09T10:11:00.003+08:00

A quick update. I'm bored & yes I am. Everyone in class seems to do their own stuffs like playing Warcraft game. Like what the hell sia. They are like one of a kind freak. Seriously. Not kidding you. Subject teacher, I don't even know where he is since I came into the class.

So, yesterday went out with Farah, Samantha & Zea. We accompany Zea to Zouk for the flea market. Well, there's alot of stuffs but most of the things there are not that attractive to our eyes. Then went to Great World City & chilled at Spinelli. Took bus back to Samantha's house bustop and waited for his father to fetch us. Got free dinner dokk at East Coast ! Thank you MR CHONG ! Haha ! Ordered alot of food. As in ALOT. Yeahh, and I ate most of it, including Samantha and Zea's rice. But yet, I'm still not full. Seriously, I don't even know whats wrong with me these past few days. I will tend to eat alot but then, I won't get full. Like there's nothing going through my stomach.

Okay, got to go. Need to do my online assignment. Not that hard. I got all the answer with me. Hehs. (:

2009-02-07T16:23:00.010+08:00

I'm having a fever, flu and my throat seems to be different. Dammit. Thought that I'm already okay but then, when I woke up from sleep, my body temperature is getting higher. NB. But I think now, it's getting better. Thank god.

Currently, I'm just plain bored. No plans. Since there's nothing that I can do, let me blog about yesterday. So, Faizal accompany me to Century Square as I have to send my dad's game for a repair. Then went back to pasir ris and slack near my area. & poker cards seems the only option for the guys while the girls played UNO. Jyeah. Irah came to take her stuffs from me. Ohh. Manage to camwhore using my lappy.

Look at the last picture taken. Me & irah. Haha. I look so CUTE ! Like budak kecik. Hehs. I'm just stating the fact. Heeee. Ohh, and irah, have a safety trip to Australia okay. I will be missing you. She'll be away for 2 months. That's long okay. See you back in April.

Then around 1am plus, went to Herda's house to watch movie. So called movie marathon. But then, I slept after the first movie has ended. Hehs. Then went back home around 8am.

& I guess I'm back again?
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5 minutes to 8pm and I'm still at home. Like OMG sia. I can't believe that I got no plans. Well, actually there is. Farah text me asking whether I wanna tag along with Herda and ANDREAS for shesha. Of course the answer will be NO. & if Andreas were not to follow them, I would have a plan already. NB. URGHH ! Feel so stupid being at home doing nothing.
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ARGHHH ! I can't believe that I am updating for the third time. This is like my worst day. I'm super duper effing fucking bored to the core. I just want to go out from this house but then, who am I suppose to go out with? Dammit sia. & Farah is with Herda, Samantha and Andreas. They're at Arab Street, shesha-ing. & their next plan is to go to Samantha's house to slack. Eeka is at Raudha's chalet at Pasir Ris and Faizal is at Newton with his family. Everyone seems to have their own plan. Urghhh ! Nabei sia.

& the best part is, I still got no fucking plan !

2009-02-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

Somehow, somethings not right with me these days. Okay. I'm updating. Idk why but there's something in me which are like forcing me to update. Ohh, I rebonded my hair and cut it. Better? I guess.

I'm still in the state of the irritatingness.

& I'm getting weak. I think I'm gonna .... well, I just don't know. Urghh ! I think I'm gonna fall sick. Head spinning non-stop. Feel like vomitting. & I think I'm gonna get a fever. Dammit !

& ohh, I still need my space.

2009-02-04T09:09:00.012+08:00

I WON'T be updating for now.

I NEED space.

Well, DON'T ask me why.

& I won't be going online for I don't know till when.

2009-02-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

Just feel like blogging again. I'm irritated. I don't know why. But somehow, it really irritates me alot. Urgh ! IRRITATING ! cb ! & i feel like talking to someone, but I don't know who. & I don't even know what to talk about. Irritating kan ?!

2009-02-03T09:15:00.002+08:00

Irritating day. Urghh ! Firstly, I fought with you over a small thing. Well, both of us are at fault. & secondly, I have to wait for bus 12 for so freaking long. It took abt 30 to 40 minutes? My GOD ! & at that point of time, I feel like going back home instead of going to school. Seriously, irritating. But I guess now I'm okay. Back to my normal self.

Currently, having VBP lesson. Which most of my classmates are playing games instead of doing their work. & for myself, I'm blogging. Yeahh. Ohh. It has been comfirm that I'm not joining the upcoming competition. I'm just too lazy to dance already. As in seriously. & if can, I want to be a freelance dancer in Limited Edition. & since I'm not gonna dance, I have more time now to play game. Yess uhhh ! ohh, don't worry. I'll lepak too. (:

2009-02-01T21:15:00.003+08:00

Currently installing Red Alert 3 onto my lappy. Hehs. Favourite game oii ! Haha. My dad bought it for me. Best or what. I don't have to use my own money. Funny uh my dad. For your info, if I ask my dad to buy any game for me, he would. As in I would get it either by today or the very next day. It's that easy. But let say if I want to ask him to buy for me new tshirts or pants, he would go like next month luh. Weird uhh.

Ohh, had fun yesterday at City Alive. But it's stressful okay to get in to the event. & luckily, I can get in. Pheww. Funkamania was great. Congrats to Pink Dollars for being the winner of the Funkamania, 1st placing. & not to forget, Fantastic Remix. They did a great job too. They got 3rd for the competition.

& off I go now. Wanna play game already. Ohh. If any of you msg me thru msn and I did't reply, which means I'm busy with my game.

2009-01-31T13:53:00.002+08:00

Like suddenly, I'm starting to miss alot of people. Random uhh, but true. & I don't know why. I miss the old time. Used to go out as a big group. But now, left with 6. Hopefully I can meet the rest.

& yeah, went Chingay with Eeka. Sweet kann. I know right. Haha. The parade was not bad and there's a storyline to it. It's about Wonderland. & I only like the starting of the show and the ending part. Haha. Ohh, I'm going to City Alive later. YAAAY ! I'm not 18 and yet I can enter. Why is that so? Cause Andreas got Funkamania Finals which is together with City Alive event. & He manage to get for me 2 pass to enter which is for me and Eeka. So called their "make up artist". Hehs. & have to go there early. As in even before Chingay starts. Meaning, I can watch Chingay again. Best or what. Haha.

Okay, got to go. I wanna go bathe and get ready. Meeting them later at 3pm.

2009-01-30T10:10:00.002+08:00

10am in the morning and I'm still at home. Yes indeed, I didn't went to school. Class starts at 9 and I woke up at 8. Hehs. Intention was to come late but then when I msg my classmate, he says "I'm not going for VBP lesson. I got street soccer tournament and I'm already in school btw." Like what? He didn't inform me that he's going to school early. Like wth ! Knowing that he was already in school, I got no one to go to school with. & decision made up of not going to school today. Yeah, the reason for not attending lesson today may sounds unreasonable but think back, WHO CARES. (:

But of course, I'm going to school later at 2.30pm. Got CCA shit luhh, meeting / practice with the new january intake. So, no worries cause I'm still going to school later.

& ohh, I'm going Chingay later.

2009-01-30T01:05:00.006+08:00

(January 29 2009)

Had practice at Republic Polytechnic as Andreas had to go for his Funkamania practice. & it's more like us accompany him for practice. Seriously, I didn't really practice. Just teach Zillah choreo and throughout the day, sat down and watched Fantastic Remix practice. Well, their item was not bad or in fact, it was good. Truthfully. The concept all. Hoping that I could enter for the City Alive with them. Cause I'm still under the age of 18.

& i got the money already from Andreas. Like FINALLY. Hehs. But another $45 Mael haven't transfer. Never mind. I can wait.

Nice right. I know. As in my hair. I didn't do anything to it.

2009-01-29T01:06:00.003+08:00

Bought new jeans again ! Hehs. Went to Bugis with friends plus Ayu & Shikin. It's been awhile since I last see them. Say, last year? Haha. Glad to meet them. Lots of stories to share. Then around 7 plus, Ayu & Shikin went off. So we waited for Herda and proceed to Marina Square, accompany her to send her Creative mp3 for repair. Then we walk around Marina Square, window shopping luhh kan. Went into Puma shop and I saw this particular shoe. So damn fucking nice. I took it and show it to Herda. & when Eeka came, I asked for her opinion. Guess what. She told me this " Wan, tu kasut kan ader pig lining. " Like OMG ! I just touched a shoe with a PIG LINING. It's actually label on a tag and I didn't see it. So stupid of me. So, wasn't my fault. It's not on purpose.

Overall, such an enjoyable day with Faizal, Eeka & Herda. & I don't really know what to blog about. & I think I shall end here.

2009-01-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

Ohh my god. Ohh my god. Ohh my god. I'm so damn happy ! HAHA ! Reason to it? Ohh, nothing interesting actually. It's about Pul. He's NOT in for this competition. OMG ! HAHA ! yes uhh. I seems to hate him more and more. All this while, I'm just being plastic with him. Asked Andreas why he's not joining. & Andreas reply this :

i msg him regarding prac then die reply " i can come i think" then i reply him "tell me quick coz if u can't come then i'll replace u" then die reply " replace me ah. i'm not that good anwys" then i reply " okay.

HAHA ! Sedar pun yg kau tu tak bagus. & I can't believe that I once fall for you. But now, it's more like hatred. Hehs. & somehow, I think you are more like creating trouble or perhaps problem for us. So yeahh.

I'm schooling tomorrow. & I haven't even buy the book. I'll see how. & school ends at 12pm tomorrow. YESS UHH !

2009-01-27T00:53:00.002+08:00

Currently, I'm at Samantha's house. Use her computer for awhile. The gerls went for a swim while Faizal is with me. It's like 12.55am and we're still not going back. No more bus and train. Ohh my freaking god. How to go back? Cab is the only option left. I don't wanna walk home. It's freaking far okay, Tanah Merah to Pasir Ris.

& I'm like bloated today. Seriously. Ate alot. Want to know what I ate? Follow the words and you'll know. Went simpang to eat with Farah, Samantha, Eeka, Andreas, Herda and her mom. Wasn't that hungry actually but end up buying TWO Roti John Mushroom Cheese. Amazingly, manage to finish it. Hehs. Then Farah & Samantha wanted to buy something like family feast and I joined in. Then ate rice with black pepper beef, tom yam and breaded prawn. Superb I tell you. Haha. But end up, I can't finished it. Hehs. Left 2/5 of it. Alot right? But still, I'm not getting fatter eventhough I ate alot. Chatted with Herda's mom. Has not been seeing her for quite sometime and there's alot of things we talked about. I really had fun having her around. Hehs.

& damn. Got practice later at 3pm. Nabei ! Lazy sia. Feel like not joining the comp. Can I? Cause I'm now happy to be with my friends as compared having dance practices. Well, I prioritize my friends more than dance. (:

2009-01-26T12:37:00.005+08:00

Thought of blogging. & why not since I'm bored. Home, SUCKS ? cause there's nothing at home. I WANT TO GO OUT ! But I have no idea where to go. Ohh My God ! Chinese New Year so boring uh? Most of the shops are closed. Nabei !

Since there's nothing that I can do, lets talk about yesterday. Went out with Herda, Bobo, Zahrin, Farah & Samantha.Headed to Bugis cause I want to find for myself new tops and bottom. Farah accompanied Samantha to find for her chinese new year stuffs while the rest followed me. & jyeah, manage to get 2 tops and 1 bottom for myself. Then headed to Peninsula with Herda, Bobo & Zahrin. Bought a black plain sweater which I've been wanting it since last year? Why black plain sweater? Cause it's simple, plain & can be use for dance purposes. Eeka met us later on after Bobo left. Slack at Fort Canning Park then headed to Clarke Quay and off to Pasir Ris. Went to herda house to slack but I slept till 5.45am. Haha. Sorry ! Super tired luhh. Hehs. Then went back home.

I wanna shop again. I'm still not satisfied. I wanna buy jeans. A grey one. I shall wait till Wednesday after getting the Countdown money. Yess uhh ! Haha. & ohh, you want a headphone right? Hmm...

Ohh. I've change my blogskin. Is it boring? Which one is better, the previous skin or this new skin? Comment please.

2009-01-25T13:39:00.003+08:00

Ehh babi babi ! BANGUN LUHH !! It's 1.40 pm already sia. We were suppose to meet at 2 remember?? Nabei ! Ohh. Today's plan is that I'm going out to City Hall first followed by Bugis. Accompany Herda to buy her things and at the same time, I need to shop too. Shop for new tops, bottom, sweater and a cap. But I don't think so that I have enough cash. Hehs. Farah, Samantha, Herda and Bobo, BANGUN LUH BABI ! I know. No point typing this out.

Well, see that 2 pics of mine? I miss that hair. It makes me look hot. HAHA ! No luh, but I thought of rebonding my hair again? Should I? & I really wanna highlight my hair. Not the whole hair but just the fringe and the tail. But I don't know when.

Ohh, I'll be getting my money already by next week. Its either on Wednesday or Thursday cause Andreas bank in the cheque already. Hehs. Yaay ! But still, I don't have any idea what to spend on using that money.

2009-01-24T04:44:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Hisyam & Atiqah's Barbeque pit and thought of blogging. So yeah, here am I blogging. Lets talk about school first. As per normal, I went school with my classmate, Razin. Met him in the bus and off to school together. Ohh, I had my VBP test and get to know that the test was actually an OPEN BOOK test. WTH ?? I came to school empty handed thought that books are not allowed to be referred. & luckily, one of my classmate printed out notes for me to refer. Thanks ! It helps. (: Plus, we do cheat luhh. So I guess that I can pass this test. Hehs. No worries.

Then went back home, thought of playing my laptop but then, my sister was using it. So, while waiting for her, I fell asleep and woke up at 6.15pm. By then, zyk was already in train to Pasir Ris cause she's meeting me under my void deck. Met up with zyk and the rest and off to the pit. The pit was okay luhh. Alot of food and I didn't eat that much. No appetite. The only thing that I do is playing cards and shesha-ing. Thought of going back at 2am or 3am but end up leaving the place at 4am. & here am I blogging. (: ohh, while I'm typing this, my head is spinnig & i don't know why.

Faizal will be leaving Singapore in 2 hours time. He's going Malacca. & Herda is at Johor now. They will be back approximately by Monday. & I miss Herda right now. Plus I got no one to text to if I want to lepak cause Faizal is the only person that I would text. Damn ! And I'm not sure about today's plan. Maybe not going anywhere. Maybe jerrr.

2009-01-23T01:59:00.002+08:00

Fine. I'll update since you want me to update so much right. Hehs. NABEI !! Today can collect the cheque already. Like fuck sia. Cibai betul. Not that I don't want the cheque luhh but then, we went yesterday and is not ready for collection and I'm so lazy to travel back there just for the freaking cheque. & andreas keep pestering me to follow him to take the cheque. Well, aku MALAS. (: *kater sloth mahh. I do have that deadly sin in me*

Ohh. I thought of giving away one of my Nike High-Cut shoe. But then, I don't know. Should I or should I not? Must I?
& any idea what should I do with $150? I don't know what to spend on.

Urghh ! Got Visual Basic Programming(VBP) test later on. Dammit sia. It's no longer open book test. How to copy?? Must memorise the code & i don't even know a single code. Ohh. I've already plan this. If I can't do the test, then I shall sleep. (: Such a great idea. I know. Haha. If I have to fail the test then fail lorrr. I don't even care cause I know I've been passing all the previous test. Hehe. Okay. Done blogging. Happy? Satisfied? How does it feel? Tell me, tell me.

2009-01-21T13:50:00.004+08:00

Boring nyer ! I'm so bored, tired and sleepy. Woke up early in the morning for school. Well, in fact I didn't want to go school today cause there's no lesson as we have to attend this activity called "Aventure Ropes". Pathetic sia. Thanks to that someone, I have to go. (: haha. Start at 8, came at 9. Then the activity ends at 10. WTF ?!!! Waste my time sia. Have to walk on ropes. & we only have to do it ONCE. THATS ALL. See, how pathetic it is.

& now, I'm at home, comfortably on bed, online and surfing the net. I don't know what to do already. So effing bored. Feel like watching movie uhh. Should I or should I not? & I WANT MY MONEY ! $150 !! But lazy luhh want to travel to woodlands to take the cheque. But I guess i have to.

Ohh, I think that my blog is too plain. Where words can only be found here. No pictures, no videos. The reason is, I've not been taking any pictures lately due to NO CAMERA PHONE and yeah, I got no videos to upload at the meantime. Get it? Jyeah. You got it.

2009-01-20T13:17:00.004+08:00

I'm trying my best to be strong right now & I know that I can. I'm speechless.

I Miss You - Miley Cyrus

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]

I MISS YOU

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

MY HEART WON'T LET YOU GO

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

Oh how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

2009-01-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

IRRITATING !

URGHH! How irritating it could be ?! Came back from study, switch on my laptop & found out that my wireless internet can't be used. WTF ?!!! CB ! URGHHH ! Last person to use my laptop was my sis & I don't even know what the hell did she do to it. Nabei ! & I asked her why can't the wireless be used, and she say "I DON'T KNOW". WOW ! NBCBKNN ! BINGIT LUH SIAL ! Now I can't figure out what has happen to both my wireless plus my msn. Super IRRITATING ! Maybe you people think that it is just a wireless, but for me, hell NO ! I'm not gonna connect my laptop using ethernet and use it at my parents room. If you guys know what does ethernet means luh. URGHHHH ! DAMMIT ! KNNCBPUKIMAKFUCKERASSHOLEPALABUTOSIAL !

2009-01-18T03:28:00.005+08:00

URGHHHH !

Somethings not right. DAMMIT ! Not because of friends, dance or school but this is all because of LOVE. I hate it ! I am in love. But the thing is, my heart is not at peace. I have feelings for TWO people. How can it be?? URGHHHH ! MIXED FEELING. I feel that I would be rejected, which most probably it would be a yes. Feel like crying, but hell no. I won't shed any tears. Controlling. Somehow, reading back all your sms-es put a smile on my face even when I am not in the mood. It's freaking hard to be in this kind of situation. & I'm trying best to sort things out. Am really trying my best. I'm sorry to you especially. I'm just not ready yet. I'm sorry.
:(

Congrats to Fantastic Remix for getting into the finals for Funkamania ! & to Herda, I hope you found your wallet. Sorry Ryna for not going to your Gatsby Finals. I'm just to tired to go anywhere. Too many things in my head.

2009-01-14T23:39:00.004+08:00

I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO !!

Oh goshh. Can anyone help me? It's so damn complicated. Break-up. I have my own reasons to it. Not that I want but it's just TOO MUCH for me to handle. You haven't heard my part. Say what you wanna say but I know for sure, I'm not a weakling. Whose the damn fucker? Me or you? Think back. I've said enough.

(NOT RELATED)

I just can't leave you. My love for you grew stronger day by day. I'm at fault. I shouldn't have start that conversation in the first place. Now, it seems to be chaotic. DAMN IT ! & pls, do not leave him. I should be the one leaving. I've started it & so, I will have to end it. I should be the one suffering not the other party. You're not at fault. It was all mine. So, stop blaming yourself. I think deserve to be punish. I'm sorry. I hope everything gonna be fine.

2009-01-12T10:11:00.004+08:00

Like, FINALLY !

Been really busy with life for a week plus I guess. Jyeah. As per normal, dance. We joined Hip Hop Competition at Republic Polytechnic but we didn't clinch any of the top 3 position. I don't mind though. Cause my purpose of joining wasn't to win. & of course, it was a last minute thing. Competition was on Saturday and we only start our first practice on Tuesday. But overall, I think we did great on stage. Love Limited KX's ! (:

& thanks to my new friend I guess, Hakim. Really appreciate it. You're the only one that help me when I am in need of help. THANKS ! (:

Ohh. Finally, I think I deserve my break from DANCE. I want to have a LONG break. IDC. (:

& & , School was okay. I'm trying not to skip school's lessons anymore. I'll try.

2009-01-01T07:16:00.002+08:00

BRAND NEW YEAR !

Leaving 2008 & let the new journey begins. Ushering 2009. *claps*
Countdown performance was a blast for both Limited Edition and X's Funk. Or perhaps, Limited KX's. Performing on stage was fun & enjoyable.

CHANGES.

People DO change. In terms of both attitude and appearance. Hoping for perfection? would NEVER happen. I can't believe we could be like this, apart from each other. Is it you or it's just me? Definitely YOU. Used to be a trusted friend but I guess, you've lost my trust.

& day by day, you tend to change. Either receiving a reply or perhaps, not replying any msges recieved. Worried & scared is what I felt. Damn it ! I miss you.

:(

2008-12-28T09:06:00.006+08:00

MORNING !

Well, just came back from Samantha's house. Had our BBQ pit and it was done over at her place. Fun? Yes indeed. Eat, swim and games. Up next, pictures (only a few. not that much).

As you can see, I only upload pictures which have me inside.

& ohh. If you wanna get through me, contact my line number instead cause I'm no longer using my prepaid. Sony Ericsson phone spoilt. MAIN buttons can no longer be in used.

:(

2008-12-25T06:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Burfday Khai !
(17)

&

Happy Burfday Fadh !
(18)

9 days past and I've been busy with some stuffs like dance & friends. & ohh. I didn't update cause I'm kinda lazy.

Plus, a Happy Merry Christmas to those who celebrated it.

2008-12-16T02:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRFDAY ZAHRIN A.K.A ZYK !

Same age as ME ! But, not yet legal.
Anyways, thanks to Zyk and Faizal for surprising me with another cake. It's from secret recipe ! & I love the cake. It's so freaking nice. THANKS ! & Thanks again to Eeka & Herda for celebrating mine again with a big cake this time round. But most of the celebration was for ZYK luhh. Hehs. I'm so happy.

& now, I LOVE EVERY SINGLE FRIENDS OF MINE.

(:

2008-12-14T23:58:00.005+08:00

PICTURES !

Beyond Your Style Comeptition.

2008-12-14T06:07:00.003+08:00

Here's our video.

BEYOND YOUR STYLE Competition.

2008-12-14T05:28:00.007+08:00

Legal age? Not yet.

Thanks to those who take 1 to 2 minutes of their time wishing me through smses. Very much appreciated. (:

Here's the top 20. (after 12 midnight)
Ilah
Pul
Black
Didie
Hasif
Faizal
Ayeen
Andreas
Renni
Elder Sis
Eeka
Herda
Zahrin
Joe
Danial
Farah
Samantha
Faruq
Shikin
Wardah

Advance Wishes
Atiqah
Hisyam
zykee

Thanks ALOT !

Celebrated at Skate Park, Somerset. & thanks to those who planned for this, especially EEKA. Plus, it's my FIRST time ever, getting a birthday cake. Eventhough it's just a mini cake, I do appreciate it. (:

& to Yana & Mardia, HAPPY 17 BURFDAY !

Beyond Your Syle Competition was fun. But we didn't manage to clinch any of the top 4 position. But it's okay, experience were gain at the end of the day. Compliment were recieved. Thanks.
& I love the duo. It was NICE.

2008-12-13T02:41:00.004+08:00

Life, been better. Friends, much appreciated. Stress level, reduced.
21 hours left for me to reach the age of 17. Yes indeed it's gonna be my burfday. Boring day it's gonna be. Very well predicted that it's gonna be the same as my previous burfday. Expecting, nothing. But one thing in mind.

Beyond Your Style Competition.
13 December. Toa Payoh West CC. Finals.
Limited Edition.
3 Hours of Practice.
Never in my life.
Prepared? Maybe.

2008-12-08T15:05:00.002+08:00

For now, I just need my FRIENDS.

Seriously, it's over the limit. Too much to handle & too much to talk about.

2008-12-07T12:51:00.008+08:00

Finally, updated.

Been really busy with stuffs like school & dance. & since now I have the time, it's best for me to update. Friends, I miss you guys. & I swear I really miss you people. You know what? I miss the old us, being together, UNITED. But now, what has happen to us? Everyone seems to go their own way. & you guys seems to change. Heard from someone that YOU talk bad behind my back. What is my fucking fault? & do you know that I'm trying my fucking best to quit dance? Ohh, let me see. Hmm. Well, NO YOU DON'T.

& to YOU friend ! I FUCKING BROUGHT YOU IN, INTRODUCING YOU TO THEM, NOT KNOWING THAT YOU WOULD BE LIKE THIS. YOU'VE CHANGE ALOT. IT'S MORE LIKE YOU'VE FORGOTTEN ME. LOOKS LIKE I'M THE ONE WHO WOULD BE ASKING. NOT YOU. WELL, I'M FINE WITH IT.

DANCE
I'm quitting dancing soon. & countdown would be my very last performance. Once it's done, I would be out from LIMITED EDITION. I've already made up my mind. NO MORE CREW, NO MORE DANCE. & I'm fucking serious about it.

Just expressing things out.
Problems, too much. This is just a minority.

2008-11-22T16:40:00.003+08:00

Okay people. Good news.
Here's our finals video for DanceBeatz Competition.

Happy Watching. (:

& to certain people out there, better watch your freaking mouth aite. To think back, it's not worth talking behind our back. Take the initiative and your freaking damn guts to talk us, say, face to face? & oh ya, if you think that you are that GOOD, well prove it.
GET IT??

*not referring to my friends.
but to someone's friends.

2008-11-18T22:06:00.003+08:00

SICK; FEVER !

School was okay. Went for VBP (Visual Basic Programming) lesson at last after 4 lessons which I didn't turn up. Then headed to lecture room for the next lesson. I slept peacefully till class has ended. Then went forum and watch ComicStrip performance. Was great though. Felt so weak and asked Zykee to feel my body temperature and she said that it's hot. I'm running a FEVER ! what the hell. Bought panadol in school. & went straight to class. Like no point going for the next class cause you know why? Sat there for about 10 to 15 minutes and my group were dismissed from class. Cause we almost completed our project, so no point staying in class. Waste time !

Okay. I need to rest right now. Will update some other day.
& NoorAmelia Larissa Bte Simon Adrian Bones, I'm still waiting for that video.
HMPH !

2008-11-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

STOP ADDING PRESSURE ON ME!

or i'm gonna go INSANE !

GOES TO YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE !